monnnnnnday

It's Monday again.  Time to get this week sorted out.  Time to make appointments, make a game plan. Let the games begin!

BANGING my head against the wall

Happy New Year!  Ok, ok, at least I got a post in January, even though it isn't even the first part of January.    So many turbulent things going on.  Again, I feel like a pinball bouncing off of one thing and on to another.  Time to grab the reins and take control!  Well, to take control of the things that are in my control, anyway.
I got sad news about a 2nd cousin, Rest in Peace, Jimmy.  Even though we lost touch with each other a very long time ago, I do remember what a funny little kid you used to be.  Growing up and becoming an adult can be so hard to do. I am so sorry that the end of your life was so lonely and tragic. It makes me feel so sad that you felt that you had no other choice.  I wish your mom and dad and your sister and brother lived close enough to me that I could go hug them.  Rest in peace, kid.

There are people I know making weird choices, making no choices, having brushes with the law and the court system.  There is a court system that is poo-pooing justice and brushing off violent crime.  It makes me sick, just sick.  These things are out of my hands and I need to breathe and let them go.

There are bright spots, too.  Those are what I am going to grab and hang on to for dear life.  Those bright little spots are what I am going to write about.  Letting the bad stuff go today.
Welcome 2011, you are a weird year already.